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She does not need to tell them that here is very little which those systems can use a fuel, nor any means
of refining the meats and fruits on which they counted.
The ship gropes for words. "Uh, you know, this is the kind of basic discovery, I think, the kind of
discovery we had to go into space to make. A piece of genetic information we'd never have guessed in a
million years, staying home. Who knows what it'll be a clue to? Immortality?"
"Hush," warns his companion. To the pair in the cabin she says low, "We'll withdraw, leave you alone.
Come out in the passageway when you want us .... Peace." A machine cannot cry, can it?
For a long while, the man and the woman are mute. Finally, flatly, he declares, "What rations we've got
should keep us, oh, I'd guess a month."
"We can be thankful for that." When she nods, the tresses float around her brow and cheekbones.
"Thankful! Under a death sentence?"
11 We knew ... our selves on Earth knew, some of us would die young. I went to the scanner prepared
for it. Surely you did likewise."
"Yes. In a way. Except it's happening to me." He snaps after air. "And you, which is worse. This you,
the only Korene that this I will ever have. Why us?"
She gazes before her, then astonishes him with a smile. "The question which nobody escapes. We've
been granted a month."
He catches her to him and pleads, "Help me. Give me the guts to be glad."
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-The sun called Eighty-two Eridani rises in white-gold radiance over the great blue rim of the planet.
That is a blue as deep as the ocean of its winds and weather, the ocean of its tides and waves, surging
aloft into flame and roses. The ship orbits on toward day. Clouds come aglow with morning light. Later
they swirl in purity above summer lands and winter lands, storm and calm, forest, prairie, valley, height,
river, sea, the flocks upon flocks which are nourished by this world their mother.
Korene and Joel watch it through an hour, side by side and hand in hand before a screen, afloat in the
crowdedness of machinery. The robot and the ship have kept silence. A blower whirrs its breeze across
their bare skins, mingling for them their scents of woman and man. Often their free hands caress, or they
kiss; but they have made their love and are now making their peace.
The ship swings back into night. Opposite, stars bloom uncountable and splendid. She stirs. "Let us," she
says.
"Yes," he replies,
"You could wait," says the ship. His voice need not be so harsh; but he does not think to control it.
"Days longer."
"No," the man tells him. "That'd be no good," seeing Korene starve to death; for the last food is gone.
"Damn near as bad as staying down there," and watching her mind rot while her flesh corrupts and
withers.
"You're right," the ship agrees humbly. "Oh, Christ, if we'd thought!"
"You couldn't have, darling," says the robot with measureless gentleness. "No one could have."
The woman strokes a bulkhead, tenderly as if it were her man, and touches her lips to the metal.
He shakes himself. "Please, no more things we've talked out a million times," he says. "Just goodbye."
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The robot enfolds him in her clasp. The woman joins them. The ship knows what they want, it being his
wish too, and Sheep May Safely Graze brightens the air.
The humans float together. "I want to say," his words stumble, "I never stopped loving Mary, and
missing her, but I love you as much, Korene, and, and thanks for being what you've been.
"I wish I could say it better," he finishes.
"You don't need to," she answers, and signals the robot.
They hardly feel the needle. As they float embraced, toward darkness, he calls drowsily, "Don't grieve
too long, you there. Don't ever be afraid o' making more lives. The universe'll always surprise us."
"Yes." She laughs a little through the sleep which is gathering her in. "Wasn't that good of God?"
We fare across the light-years and the centuries, life after life, death after death. Space is our single
home. Earth has become more strange to us than the outermost comet of the farthest star.
For to Earth we have given:
Minds opened upon endlessness, which therefore hold their own world, and the beings upon it, very
precious.
A knowledge of natural law whereby men may cross the abyss in the bodies their mothers gave them,
short years from sun to sun, and planets unpeopled for their taking, so that their kind will endure as long
as the cosmos.
A knowledge of natural law whereby they have stopped nature's casual torturing of them through
sickness, madness, and age.
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The arts, histories, philosophies and faiths and things once undreamable, of a hundred sentient races; and
out of these, an ongoing renaissance which does not look as if it will ever die.
From our gifts have sprung material wealth at each man's fingertips, beyond the grasp of any whole
Earthbound nation; withal, a growing calm and wisdom, learned from the manyfoldedness of reality. Each
time we return, strife seems less and fewer seem to hate their brothers or themselves.
But does our pride on behalf of them beguile us? They have become shining enigmas who greet us
graciously, neither thrust us forth again nor seek to hold us against our wills. Though finally each of us
never comes back, they make no others. Do they need our gifts any longer? Is it we the wanderers who
can change and grow no more?
Well, we have served; and one service will remain to the end. Two in the deeps, two and two on the
worlds, we alone remember those who lived, and those who died, and Olaf and Mary.
EPILOGUE
His name was a set of radio pulses. Converted into equivalent sound waves, it would have been an ugly
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